Snowfall (dedicated to Christian Bök)

Snow falls, snow falls. Snow falls, and with it the ideas of snow (ideas playful, cool, elusive). The first snow falls with the graceful descent of a few feathery flakes. These scattered crystals mesmerize as they pass by our window, some generating particular awe as they float back up into the sky. We wonder if they are falling to confirm gravity or to prepare for a second coming. When snow falls we talk about the weather, how complex, irresolute and trivial it is, and how you must know everything to foresee it. And yet like meteorologists, when snow falls we continue to forecast, knowing all the while that we are just guessing. If the first snowfall seems to mock us, we are not offended, because we can see that as soon as it touches ground it is short-lived. The first snowfall hints at natural patterns, the beauty as well as the devastation of climate change. Scientists tell us that all snowflakes stem from hexagonal ice plates and that when the temperature is close to zero and the wind is still, these microscopic plates use the humidity of the atmosphere to branch out, but that when it is windy and only slightly cooler, they form hollow shafts, minute needles. And so as snow falls on a wind-still day like today, fluttering flakes – each with six extended wings – are silently lighting upon our windowsills like a cheerful chorus of Christmas carolers, though they remain silent. When snowflakes fall, we are reminded that they have not come to be heard, but to bring silence, to insulate, to seal cracks, to hush birds, muffle footsteps, dampen noisy traffic, and to reflect the light of the moon and the stars. Snowflakes fall, ever so quietly, fascinating us with their spectacular choreography in a new light. A couple of hexamerous bodies careen toward our panorama to the rhythm of a tango, freezing in a brief moment of passion and intimacy, before abruptly changing direction and swiftly disappearing from our sight. Others whirl like tiny dervishes in a trance. Each flake has its own path to follow through layer upon layer of atmospheric change. Each and every member of these dance troupes is unique and not to be mistaken for some frivolous, trifling or inanimate matter. Snow falls, and with it more and more dainty, winged crystals join together in a spirited flurry, like in the second act of Swan Lake. Then suddenly, the temperature plummets and the wind whips. Snow falls, and with it old ideas of snow (driven, bitter, apocalyptic), no longer content to fall gently in flakes, but intent on piercing with needles, throwing darts, spears and javelins in a random blizzard that is surely the beast of a Second Coming, if not a widening gyre that signals the revelation of a traceless void. When snow falls now it is charged to obliterate all marks of distinction, to bury everything in its path under powdery white blankets and crusty grey sheets, and to interfere with any clear vision by rapidly zooming in and out of focus. When snow falls now, it falls in a relentless flow of cosmic particles and icy asteroids that send chills up our spine as they scrape past our windows and ports. (Occasionally and incidentally) when the snowfall lets up we are temporarily relieved by a landscape view of the winter wonderland that has just touched down on planet Earth.

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The vertical fence posts planted in my garden last year are the earthbound foreground of an experiment for today. Pointing to the sky, like a row of pencils, they border the significance of choice among a myriad of ways to create new perspectives on a day (daylight is short at this time of year). The red points of the stakes have clearly taken on new form and color. Their rusty red tips, once the tools of a proofreader, are now soft, blunt, dull and grey as erasers. Perhaps they have become the stubs of a universal conscience with which poets communicate, or the toothless gum of a Muse?